Day 7.

Hi all!! I’m feeling much better today. So two nights ago I was extremely intoxicated. Haha I had a lot to drink, but surprisingly I didn’t puke at all (: Yesterday morning I woke up at 7:30 to drive home because I had an appointment with my lawyer at 8:15. I went back to bed when I got home because I was tired and didn’t feel well. My dad thought I didn’t want to go to the lawyer so he didn’t wake me up. But he came back with good news! I don’t have to go to court. My lawyer can just go for me. I like this even though I’m going to have to pay more. I’m scared of court.

One of my really close guy friends told me that he likes me a few days ago. We’ll call him J. J’s best friend, M, kissed on Friday night when I was drunk. I was at J’s apartment talking to M about it and J walked in the room. I’m sure he heard us talking about it. I could see the sadness in his eyes. I feel bad, but I don’t really like J anyways. He’s just a friend. M on the other hand, there could be something there (:

Today I worked a double at work. My feet hurt really bad. I just had an apple and a nonfat strawberry yogurt. Earlier I had a Veggie Salad. I come to a total of 275 calories today. I’m stuffed. I know that probably is ridiculous but I just had the apple and yogurt, and I guess my stomach has shrunk.

The ABC seems to be working out for me quite well. Better than I thought. I’ve been doing it for a week now. Maybe I’ll just do all 50 days? Idk.

One of my really close friends who is away at college, H, came back for the weekend. I saw her last night and she said it looks like I lost weight. I sure hope I did. I haven’t weighed myself in a while. I’m too scared I guess? Not sure. I probably will later this week though.

Feeling: Motivated!
Hunger level: 0!!

Hope you all are doing well!

~Sarah.